Amen

It's been a while since I have written here. What can I say? I've been busy..
Today's a bad day. I feel alone. Depressed.
What can I do? The weather is good. The sun is shinning. I'm alone at the moment.
I miss my boyfriend a great deal at the moment. He makes me feel loved.
I just saw Vampire Diaries, and the love is descripted so well in there. The one you choose, is the one that makes you want to live life. I want to live life, when I'm with him. I love him.
Amazing? Yearh, I think so.
It's my birthday in a couple of days. It's weird. My family won't be here, 'cause I'm working (again!).
I've met so many people here. I'm so grateful! I've got friends I don't think I'll ever forget.
It's amazing how God has been working here with me and the people around me. I wish He will keep working with me and my life. I hope He will keep testing me, keep trying me and keep reminding me of His eternal love for me. May I always believe in Him, and understand why I was worth His death.
Sorry for the mess, I don't think it makes much sense, but I needed a break from my thoughts. I have a little more peace now.
Hey, btw. the most exciting thing that happened the last week was when I was the one to tell about God to the soldiers. It was awesome, because the soldiers asked me to pray for a footballteam, so that it would win, and 2 seconds after I prayed for the team, they scored! I was happy and thrilled (and a bit doubtful?), but it happened. They won. A soldier and friend came afterwards and said, it was awesome what God did, and if God could help him and a friend find an apartment, he would start to believe in God. I pray for it. He's a good guy, and I hope that he'll someday realise that God listens to him.
So, will you pray for my friend? His name is Jeppe.
Well... Amen.

Overload

Been working hard.
Working with food and people.
Seen peoples happiness, and wished to be a part of it.
Friends tell me about their love, their hugs and the laughters.
I want to be a part of it.
Am I not a funny person? Am I not good enough?
I often tell myself that I'm not good enough, but is it a lie in the end?
I smile to people. I do my best. What else can I do?
I'm filled with impressions and thoughts.
How do I get rid of them? How do I make the voices stop?
The voices that tell me that I'm not good enough. That I'm a bad person, who don't deserve life and joy, but unhappiness and disasters.
I'm tired. Tired of doubting myself. Tired of unhappiness. Tired of life.
But tomorrow's a new day, and I intend to rise with a smile.
I will love a little more, and complain a little less. And in the giving of myself, I will forget my weariness!

Over and out!

Working hard!

Hello :-).
Since last time I wrote I have been working, and for once we are busy from the beginning till the end. Hard but nice anyway :-). I have talked a lot with some new soldiers, and they are so sweet to talk to. They want to talk and tell us about their everyday life, and I enjoy be the one to listen and give some comfort (hopefully!)
My fianceé and I have been planning our wedding, and it's not easy all the time! It takes a lot of hard work and good communication! Not the easiest combo, when he is studying full time on the university and is getting his bachelor this summer, and I'm working basically everyday. But hopefully we can make it work in the end, we sort of have too, or else our marriage can be horrible within few weeks!
Have a nice day :-).
Over and out!

The beginning

My own blog! I don't know how much I will use it, but it is a good place to place some thoughts that are cirkling around in my head.
I should tell you about myself firstly.
My name is Natascha, I'm 19 years old (almost 20!), and at the moment I live in Holstebro, Denmark. I work at a home for soldiers. When I'm working I'm trying to make this house a home for soldiers as they can go to, when they are off work. I've made quite a few friends so far, and I enjoy cooking and making fun with the soldiers. I'm engaged and to be married soon (thank God!). We've been together for 4 ½ year, and I'm looking forward to spend the rest of my life with him. I have a sweet family and wonderful friends, which I couldn't go a day without. I'm a Christian, so I will be talking about God too. He is my savior, and without Him, I would be lost. I'm thankful today for all the things I've got from His mercy.

This weekend I have been on a Christian camp, where I once again has been filled with God. Hearing so many awesome things made me so happy. Hearing that a God loves me so much that He was willing to give His son for me, a sinner. Amazing!

I will end now. I've got to clean my room (hey, another thing about me; I'm a mess! I clean my room and within a day it's messy again! It's not my fault (or something!)).

A song we sung yesterday made a big impression on me, so it will be my ending, and don't worry I will translate it:
"Og jeg vil kaste mig,
i dine åbne arme,
jeg vil tro, at du kan gribe mig!
Ja, jeg vil kaste mig,
i dine åbne arme,
i din nåde, som kan redde mig!"

"And I will jump into your open arms,
I will believe, that you can catch me!
Yes, I will jump into your open arms,
into your mercy, which can save me!"

Over and out.